୨୧ ˚˖⁺ — ⌜high school!!」— ˚˖⁺ ୨୧

Do you ever feel like you can't get up in the morning for school? because I do all the time, and everyone around me thinks it's because I'm lazy and I just don't want to do it which is partly true but then there's the fact that I'm in a completely different school with different kids and people. I was happy at first like yay high school but sooner or later I realized I hated it. which would be normal for a teenage girl right? apparently not. everyone wants me to be something great and big but what if I'm not made out to be great and big?? don't get me wrong I have all my huge dreams and goals but the more I grow up and see what the world for what it is, I just realize it's all useless like what is the point anymore? maybe I am crazy or losing my brain? but it's like I wake up every morning for school just to be miserable? every day in a classroom counting down the hours until I'm home. I've never felt this way about school until now, I mean middle school was rough because of covid and all but high school has me on edge. I thought life wasn't supposed to be hard. Until next time blog! cya ୨୧