Ugh Work RANT

     So tomorrow, I get to go back to work.  Joys... I mean it is a job, but there are a few women who I work with that I know I wouldn't miss if they were to either quit or retire.  Two of them are super shady and the other...well she can be a little fickle... like she can talk to you sweetly and then the next, she can talk to you like you're stupid and don't know what you're talking about.

     I won't let anyone walk me away from a good job so they can get over themselves, but I will be honest I am looking forward for the next 4 months to just fly by.  I am already counting down to my next days off, spring break, if anymore days are off, and then summer.  I will not be doing summer school because of these women.  I don't want to speak to them and I do not want to see them.  The other 2 or 3 in the kitchen are fine, but the 3 that are known to cause issues, absolutely not.  

I originally got involved with my job because I do like kids and I had no problem with any of the responsibilities the job includes, but heaven have mercy I do not get paid enough to deal with the shady toxic negativity.  One of these 3 pretended to be my friend this entire time probably to keep tabs on me for my biological dad's side of the family who loves nothing more than to stalk me.  I wrote all about that in my new book that releases tomorrow.  She came to my house like how most people usually do and then they treat me like crap afterwards and never come back.  I thought that was a childish thing little kids did?  But I guess not.  Seriously a waste of my valuable time.  If I am not gonna mean anything to you, can you like not waste your time being a brat or my time on your stupidity, ignorance, and your toxic tendencies and allow the people who actually give a damn the opportunity to find me?  That would be swell.  

I do not see what so many think they are gaining from being two faced, from being toxic, minimalizing and gaslighting what others think and feel especially if they are battling mental illness, or just being shady.  Like 2 of these women were trying to conspire against me making attempts to get me fired from my job!  They told me they were sending food home with me because they were taking some home and I luckily didn't leave the property when I ate the food so I never actually broke any rules, but I informed my boss on what happened and she addressed it to all the women AGAIN (probably for the 3rd maybe 4th time) and that never happened again.  The 2 faced one told me she never took food home and asked if I did and I said no because it didn't concern her because I know what they were trying to do and now I have a hard time trusting anyone at my job.  I don't care what school food is on that table, it has to be offered to me by my boss herself if I am going to take it so she is aware of who is taking what and nothing is being done under the table without her knowing.  I am trying to go in with positivity, but I get this feeling of dread whenever I am around them.  This is why we don't injure people psychologically when they battle with their mental health.  The affect it took on my mental health will be there for awhile.  Depending on how I feel by March, April, and May, I may be switching schools and I won't be speaking to anyone about it because when I did I was told I say and do without thinking and if that was the case, I would be jobless at the waking moment, so I was also considering how to make money during the summer and I was gonna open up like an Etsy store if anyone is interested in that.