How I'm doing

My life has been pretty hectic bc all my mom and boyfriend do is yell at me for things I can't control and both of them purposely look for a reason to be mad at me and wonder why I never wanna come out of my room. I didn't wanna be alone last night because I was super depressed so I called my friend Nicole and we played Roblox for a while. It was fun It was nice to talk to someone cuz usually I'm alone dealing with my problems but simply calling them makes everything better again. I really wish that my family was nicer to me, I also wish that we weren't poor and then I wish that people wouldn't bully me, those would be my wishes in any circumstanced. It would solve all of my problems. I hate my family they are all so mean to me but I feel better today bc of Nicole.

This morning I went to my mom's room to ask if she had any sweatpants I could wear and she yelled at me saying she couldn't even find some for herself. Then I tried to give my mom a hug and then she pulled away and I knocked her inhaler out of her hand on accident then she yelled at me and told me I stink and need to take a shower and that I shouldn't smell this bad. I can't help it. I always smell this way no matter how many showers I take. I hate my life so much I just wish it would either be other or somehow someway get better.