1st of the yr :T

so i decided to start using this as a replacement for twitter, i hardly know anyone on here except for maru, lucas and irene but i believe i trust them with my thoughts, i felt like i was oversharing too much on twitter and Instagram and well a lot of people i know see my shit and the music community (from chile) were also seeing my shit and it started making me feel weird. also, i just have the need for my thoughts to be somehwere out there on the internet, kind of weird ig

2023 was a fucking shitty year, i broke up 3 times, moved once (have to move again in febuary bc the landlord is a shady mean girl, only good outcome from living here is that i met my cool roomates, were moving out together), and i quit the band ive been in for 6 years dude, maybe ill talk more about everything in future blogs idk...

but i did grow, i feel like before i was a much more superficial person, i was much more closed off with my emotions, let myself be in environments that werent good for me or environments where i was just allowed to b chaotic and bad idk, but that's changed and ive lost loads of friends, i guess that happens, i also feel like i know who ny friends truly are, the ones that just simoly love me and care for me and i do the same for them!! <3

1st day of the yr was MEH, im a heavy sleeper n dont usually have issues w loud music or whatever, but my landlord decided to throw a party w her friends, which is totally fine!! who am i to b like NO DONT THROW A NEW YEARS PARTY!!! it's fuckin new years of course,,, the only thing is that the music was SO fucking loud, and they were practically screaming at eachother, shit was unbearable and it went on until 9 am, but the thing that irks me the most is (CONTEXT: the landlord is autistic, and so are my two other roomies) that at about 6 am one of my roomies went to ask the landlord if they could turn down the music a bit because the noise was making them feel bad, and she just fucking smiled at her and said "no, we're having a party" MAN FUCKKKKK U, she goes on all day on social media about mental health and autism but she cant even have any consideration for her roomies, lame.

i got to sleep for about an hour or so, i cleaned my room, and i watched movies and ate completos (kind of like a hot dog) with my roomies :B

i wish i had a computer, that just made me think of my ex bf that still has s bunch of my shit, whatever WRITE SOON