bruh how tf am i gonna get my license??

I literally ran a stop sign and a stoplight while trying to get my nighttime hours in. i have until February to get 21 more daytime hours, and 7 hours at night. r u kidding mee? i still cry when i make mistakes on the road, how am i supposed to be driving already?? like life is way 2 fast, i still feel like a little 1st grader back in 2014, but its LITERALLY been a decade now. fml