Uuuuuuhhhhhh nico year goals

-have better year

-gradu8

-drink more water and eat more salt

-reduce pain so I can sword fight better. I used to be good at it.

-make voice sound more masc

-fix this one problem with camp and left and right places

-make rats happier

-put up those posters

-find out what's up with my body

-figure out if I actually have OCD or something similar [or if these types of issues that I've been having forever is just autism] because I don't know if having a meltdown over how I walk on the floor [THE FLOORBOARDS ARE IN DIFFERENT DIRECTIONS. I hate them. I need to walk on them the right way.] or genuinely running away from the nonexistent lava in my basement is just an autism thing.

-trains.

-finish that one puzzle game

-guh

-not get Lyme 

-not already have Lyme

-clean room again 

-sit and/or stand Very close to friends [who are comfortable with that]

-break the shitty birthday curse

-start long form content creation 

-keep drawing

-finally be truly happy again 

-unmask autism more while simultaneously being better at speaking when I want to

-scare more children [consentually]

-turn 18

-don't die

-finally finish Star Twinkle PreCure

-be more cringe