1/1/2024

+++VENT (CRINGE)+++

The fact that you'll never see this makes it easier.

 I miss you so much. Sometimes I wonder if you ever think of me. If I ever cross your mind. If you even miss me. If you even care.

I know that you said that you wanted us to stay friends, but I just don't know if I can commit to that. My feelings for you never went away, so staying friends with you is actually quite painful for me. It's like having something within my reach, but being unable to grab it. It pains me. It hurts. I wish I could tell you all of this, but I'm not man enough to, and I never will be. Love you.