NEW YEARS

IT'S NEW YEARS EVE FOR ME AND THERE ARE FOUR HOURS LEFT OF THE YEAR FEUOJDNSFJIDE. I know some people may have a plan going into 2024, but I don't. I saw some thing on TikTok that 2024 will be like 2014 and It will be but they said that last year aswell. I'm not even really excited for 2024 like that if Im being honest. There wasn't anything that sparked in my brain this year that I as like,"Im so ready to get my life started in 2024 and be a better person!" That whole, "New year new me!" Ego kinda flew out of me a while ago. Now all I do is try to do the things that I want to do but don't ever feel like I have time because I am over here rotting the day away on my phone and by the time I actually want to do the things that I wanted to do earlier it is too late because it is time for me to go to bed to get up and go to school the next morning. All I care about is fictional characters or celebs that I have zero chance with. So I don't even have a good reason to go to school and be excited because for one, there is no one attractive at my school, and for two, I can't be thinking so much about how I want to go to that class and actually learn the material because the person I like is in that class. Now It seems more of a forced thing to want to go to school and learn and get good grades than wanting to do it because the person you like is in the class and you are now happy to be there and learn all of the stuff you need to to be successful in that class. That probably made no sense. I make no sense 75% of the time I'm talking to people or even messaging them. GOODNIGHT and HAPPY NEW YEARR