EW! Another Tragic Blog

I yet again had the terrible urge to come on Spacehey and try to figure out how to use it. So far I think I'm doing a pretty shitty job at it and I can't even find people to use it with me. It is what it is though. Anyway I was trying to browse through accounts to see if i could make friends but the only accounts I've been finding are run by children. I don't know if I followed any children but if i did i hope they don't follow me back. I don't think I can bring myself to talk to an individual in an online setting who is still in that middle/high school mind set. I know I was weird and unsettling af when I was these kids ages. Its pretty rad that kids are using websites like this though. It almost makes up for the gore my friends watched when they were preteens. I never had that problem because when I a kid because I was really sheltered as a kid. Not sheltered enough to stop from discovering Creepypastas though. However I don't think it was a bad thing. Better to listen and read about to fictional horrors than to see the real deal right in front of you. Also I was super bullied growing up so reading Jeff The Killer strangely enough made me feel heard and reading those shitty fanfictions about slenderman's mansion gave me hope that one day I would find the friends I always wanted. I would definitely say I've found my people. Even though its like 4 people. 

I really like writing, whether it be about myself, something I'm passionate about, something I made up, or just complaining. Its a shame I don't write more often. I think if was more consistent with writing and just everything else I would tear up every scene I'm in and trying to be in. That's on me to get my $hit together though. I've got until I'm twenty six before I either get a degree and a well-paying job, become a successful musician, or completely self sabotage to the deadliest degree. I'm hoping for the second one. It really pisses me off when people tell me that everything is already written because if that were true wouldn't be getting the shitty content we've been getting. Writers and producers just stopped caring about the art and being original. They don't care unless they make money and its easy. Plus every original and unique thing was inspired by something else. For example, My Chemical Romance was inspired by several different bands and they took what they liked about those artists and made something completely new. The same could be said about Spongebob. Spongebob was heavily inspired by Ren and Stimpy so if ren and stimpy didn't exist we wouldn't have Spongebob. Also nearly every single Disney classic is based on fairytale princesses. So saying that everything has already been made is complete bs. 

I really hope I get another evil urge to come onto this site so that I can continue blogging. I'm kinda sick of talking to people who don't wanna listen. At least if no one ever reads this I'll still have gotten it out of my system. 

XO Ace Curcio