vent yayyy!!!

im so tired of feeling like your second place pick you do this shit all the time knowing im gonna fucking see it. are you trying to make me upset? or do you think im just gonna tolerate it. cause im really not. ive honestly had it up to here with this. of course i cant tell you im fed up cause i know youre gonna spew some bs about how we wont work out cause your pride is so important that you wont even say you care about me. well congrats! i dont believe you do anymore! "id rather you scream at me than not say youre upset" well when i SAY im upset it never works out now does it. buddy if im screaming at you that means im not scared of losing you anymore so you better fucking hope i never do. ill honor my promise and tell you im upset but im gonna mention that i wrote about it on my blog so i bet youre fucking reading this too. we were just talking about fumbling this morning and here we are! i told you im never going to stop being upset about this and its true <3. i will not split again i will not split again i will not split again i will not split again i will not split again i will not split again i will not split again