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i might be allergic to squid

mfw. it tastes so good though. might be the stuff they put on it/cooked w....... not sure lol. allergic might not be a good word here.. maybe intolerance. but i dont think i have an issue w coleoids. unless i do now. my body is sillay like that. mfw though. i would eat a dog. squids are dog to me and octopus are cat but not in the tiktok Are you Orange Cat or Black Labrador way. i just remember reading stuff that was like comparing their learning/intelligence to common domestic animals we know and they said that about squids and octopus. not sure about cuttlefish i guess id imagine them being like cats. in the brain. yes. but that's just me. that's my They Say I Say. did anyone else learn that fellow Comp 1/Eng 1 college newmens here. new men is not a word but i dont care it sounds nice and is not as Eh school-patriotic as Freshman. lol. what am i saying i have to shower. i smell weird but it might be my nose because the weather is dropping serious style and my sinus gets sillay about it. i think im losing my sense of typing style LOLROFLMAO. i dont know lol but yeah i dont wanna get all proper formal online because sometimes it throws me off when someone types to me like they would if they were like doing their School Essay or osmething but that's a personal issue. like i feel like im being too lax in their presence. i need to shower i smell like a wet clothe. imagine we said clothe instead of clothing. also sad to admit #internetpoisoned but like i think i like The Office guys...... :cΒ Β  (<- is on season 5 episode 23) or is it episode 24. which way do people say it when theyre ABOUT to watch that episode. do i say im on episode 23 because i watched it already or do i say im on episode 24 because that's next in line for me. FUCK! swear word.Β  i think too hard about this. also my friend gave me a game for my bday six months ago and i got around to playing it (im so sorry if youre on this platform and one day come across my blog Shooketh im so sorry I THOUGHT PHYSICAL COPIES HAD TO BE DOWNLOADED TOO AND SO I PROCRASTINATED LIKE A LOSER IM SORRY IM SO SORRY) but it's Cult of the Lamb and it's actually pretty fun. i think it's impressive how they keep that Cutesy aspect of it and put it right next to miserable gross horrific stuff. some of those woods environments have gore on the trees. people were hanged and impaled. and i guess our followers can die too but i only have like four now and i kept them as they were except for the Amidus or whatever their name is dude. the one that's like a bus monster fellow slop with horns. i only changed their color to like the skin of the lamb because i felt like it. everyone is normal except i just put the face marks paint on them. because i felt like it also. not sure why. can i make them marry? can i be their priest. their cult leader priest. also my friend got me pikmin 1+2 for cringlemas she really didnt have to (THANK YOU!!!!!!!!!!) i didnt even know they made physical copies of it and now i dont have to play it on the emulator because it's on the switch now. is that bush monsteer with the horns named Amidesius or something? i cant remember. i died once already. at the second boss battle thing. that was on me i think i was starting to play a little stupid at some point. i have to try out this ladder stitch kandi method because i have a surplus of kandi pony beads and it would be nice to make bracelets i can chew on. i want to eat it. okay time to shower before it gets too cold AND because i smell like pencil lead and because if i got to bed when my hair is even moderately wet it will dry terribly. i have a natural cowlick. a sworl if you will. sigh. my bad. shouldve made my skull grown a different way or something. why do the O and R buttons sometimes skip on the computer. and the W. it is a bit annoying when i type or play tf2 and the button i use a lot doesnt work all the time. i will be playing teafort and it goes Eph and i cant move for even one second even though my finger is on the W key. my eyes hurt from looking at this screen it hurts my eyes even though it is not bright. im not intended my paragraphs or breaking up any of this. im not formatting this. that is too much to ask from me. bye


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i lovr alcohol


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i havent been engaging with myninterests as much but that's not important bc i hear the cat outside but i dont see it because i dont have my glasses on and it is quite weary of people anyways so i do not want to bother it but yeah havent been seeing yhe point of playing games and reading like i used to idk not even like exercising is stimulating anymore lol ahh sigh it should be scream fortress foreverr and no employers besides Culvers called back smh oh well hashtag unemployable smh lol

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if i misspell it's because i was typing too fast and couldnt be bothered to go back and retype it or because i DID go back and incorrectly chose the wrong word or spelling for it whatever

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considers going blind for the gender

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hobbiesπŸ§‘β€πŸŽ„

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i love emojis even when theyre meaningless
they still dont have a grill emoji. there is nothing scary about a bug or two or three insects they are all adorable theyre birds

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dog

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i love my computer it has ApolloandFrens on it and tf2 men like soldier and demolitions man and ms paulbig

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when did it become the second of janurary smh

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music is so good i havent listen to music in awhile or watched any videos i like in awhile or books i really like or music idk i accidentally adhere to schedules sometimes and that's why i hate schedules and routines but also because high school made me scared of routines for awhile but it has been some months since ive been there and ive been better and i havent been back to that school in person since like idk 2021 i was crazayy i was unwell lol but virtual school taught me how to handle college wnd what it will feel like to be behind on a lot of assignments and it taught me how to trick myself out of bed when i want to rot all day and how to cure being rotten all day (trick is get your blood sugar up yall you need to drink a soda or eat some sweets or fruit to get your sugar up and then you go proteincel i hate the blankmaxxing blankce language but i just used it here because i lack good words)

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i LAUVE ALCOHOL! plus i dont think he's inebriated i think he's just like that joke

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i laouve heavy tf2 *kiss italics emoji

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oh my god that's actually the XDemoji i havent been wanting to use the XD even though it's appropriate becuase my personal values only allow 12 year olds and 42 year olds to use it and anyone between those ages cannot use it unless theyre not me but egen then it's preferabble theyre just a 12 or 42 year old using it but yeah unfortunately im 18 and not 40 smh smh smh smh

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soldier kinda hot in the He can kill me if he wanted to Way but idk why i said this other than i had to voice it to the world. an angel told me to say it. also zhanna AWOIUWYYUGUUUGWHHHAUYAHHHHUAUH bisexuality

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dude i need botj of them (ficitonal charactwrs not real at all would kill me if i said too many fun facts about engels n marx) oh godthough dude.... duuuuuuudeee........ DUUUUDUEEEE BEATS UP WALLS

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blaogging


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i love library and tlaking to people unfrtounately new villain of the year has been Feeling Like a Burden to people Again ugh smh smh this is why i have been avoiding people lately because that and because somrtiems idk if being there will spawn/enable poor habits a la codependency like it will NOT benefit either of us i need socialization socialization save me everyone save me everyone save me...

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abc instantly switched to pro israel propaganda tldr death to the west i hope god smites you and the un unironically and im not even religious i hope you get obliterated


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i cant speak anymore i will actually get suspended if i talk about the usa and other western countries

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21,000+ palestinians confirmed killed 100+ journalists killed since oct 7th over 10,000 confirmed to be martyred in sudan and thought to be much much more

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can we make frank sinatra a male manipulator musician now


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real ones listen to frankie valli. also i thought frankie valli died years ago apparently he's still alive. 89 years old. i wouldve believed you if you told me he died in a car crash when he was 29 years old. i wouldve believed you

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ok ok now commit autosarcophagy


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am i becoming miserable because i am tired? i dont really care about identity bc idk what it means to be someone but i do KNOW/care enough to assert ideas about myself that would include legal adjustments and whatever but i dont understand what it means to be connected to a culture whether it is one of heritage or group insertion ie subcultures. even then for me or at least a me from perhaps only months ago simply associating myself with a group i may be affiliated with by technicality seemed too much like self imposition and therefore felt like intrusion by my own being. it is not a matter of falsehood (ie imposter syndrome whatever it's called) but still i guess it can sometimes be chalked up to that. i just do not belong anywhere and the groups i probably do belong to i do not feel strong attachment or resonance with their values. i use words. often incorrectly. i wonder when i will approach a 30 year old that wants to feel better about themseves. it happens eventually


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ok whatever if i continue im going to start repeating awful things to myself and make myself feel bad. if i was an animal i would be a parrot i would like to sound funny and i also make horrible noises because it feels good and appropriate oftentimes. but i am a primate so whatever. i like african grey parrots. okay

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shrrrrock. i like apollo

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i have found at least three spelling errors but i dont know if i remember all three of them okay let's go. *Bush. huhhhhhhhhhhhhh i forgot. cries with hands on my face. unmmmmm (trying to remember) ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmummmmm ummm <:( i actually forgot. god damn it. lol Okay... ummmmmm trying hard to think.... um ohhh right okay so the other ones were verb related kinda. so *Grow instead of grown. i forgot the other one. does anyone actually know what an adverb is here. i dont know what happened but i was really bad at paying attention in 1st grade and i completely skipped out on the adverb lesson idk if i showed up in the middle of them watching the vid like i came back from the nurses or something but i only showed up when i saw the -ly or something and idk if that's even part of the adverb. i still dont really know what it means. descriptor but... action..... the Water is FREE <-adverb. but why? free water. only adjective? is it because of active and passive language? absolutely not applicable here. still throwing that out though just in case im onto something. dude language is too much for me sometimes. god.


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oh i found the other ones *Monster and *Indenting

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i can edit if i want but i dont feel like it. stares at you

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there's black mold in my shower methinks at least


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going on tumblr was a mistake btw. using phone other than extended spacehey and youtube use was a mistake.

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someone hasnt been reading and drinking water lately...

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i hate youtube i hate videos i HATE grink. i love grink :)️ i love grink i love grink :) i hate youtube though I HATE YOUTUBE I HATE VIDEOS i hate ads growls growls growls dude i hate youtube but how else do i get my sfm. no im not making it myself i wont let you make me. Leans into the microphone i also dont like video essays. im tired of it. stop talking to me like that. i will only watch one or two every two or three weeks. i cant be bothered anymore. the same Catchy first 5 seconds format plus Sponsor plus somber voice noise. go away. im going to go to the library and look at anatomy books do you want to come with me. we can look at the brisket. it's not brisket but if youre really hungry it'll start to look like some. i dont play guilty gear but i would kill myself for basket. she's so cute :3 i would kill myself for her. white girl save me... white girl please put me to sleep... i ruined my schedule and now my reading abilities are faltering again.... please bucket save me... save me baloney........ baloney girl lend me your power thank youuuuuuuuuuuu. somebody should run me over i think it would feel okay. im not really into pain as much i as i was a week or two ago :/ everything is just kinda eh. oh and im talked about under the tire not with the grill or whatever they call their stupid fucking car parts hit five likes and we'll abolish the car industry forever. whatever :| sigh i just wanna talk about demoman now he makes me giggle i dont wanna giggle he's kinda cute though Stooopppppppp stop laughing at meee uuughhhh hits you with a pillow. okay. end post

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nvm it's 3:10. ragdolls. and now it's 3:11.

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am i stupid? struggles to type on phone and computer (types words completely different from how i worded them in my brain)
i keep finding typos

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dude idk but demoman and soldier though............... smiles. i heard my blood again for a second. ok

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i love basket for guiltty gear she DID make me moticated to come out to me father and im not joking i love you brisket from reddit i loveyou biscuit inlove you i forgother name actually ermmm bridget baskcet fr om team fortress. i love you basket hii crying because

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demoman from gay fortresssssssssssssssssss cries pleeeasaseeeee demoman save me demo sace me save me save me socttish man save me save me european boy save me save me tavish Finnegan DeGroot save me save me save me tavish sav eme save me tavish finnegan degroot save me save me

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i see grey. half of my vision on the computer is grey. grey overlay. is it gray or grey for the color i can never remember. i hate english. also it's spelled Skilful in anything that isnt american english. that's crazy. im stupid. in the american way. Eagle Caw. hehehehe eagles dont even caw that cool. KILLS YOU (not the eagle. it's illegal here anyways) why am i laughing this is stupid does anyone else hear the blood rush in their left ear when they start giggling too much. stupid. crying


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does anybody else have poor word association but not in the Brain Come Up With It way but like the Oh i See Thing I must Call it Out. i see a blue house and my brain is like Oh! It's a blue house :D and i speak and im like "OH! looks! the house! it's purple!". i didnt do this to myself on purpose do i just not eat enough vitamins or did i hit my head too much as a teenager. am i still a teenager by technicality. maybe. i cant even drink alcohol legally this is bullshit i want to poison my liver LEGALLY smh. it's fun. anyone younger than me reading this disregard what you read Alcohol is poisonous and evil and NASTY you should NEVER consume it or whatever idk. i really dont care. i dont care about this bit honestly but yeah for ToS reasons dont do it plus idk i think lots of people are more prone to addiction than i am so yeah dont bother plus remember kids MOST drunk people are REALLY ANNOYING. yeah send that okay bye again but forever

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dont hawks caw like that. so they cant caw apparently but their hawk call is basically the eagle caw in patriotic americanville. im dehydrated and still nasty i need to shower it's almost 12am where im at i cant do this anymore. im dehydrated. sad :(

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im not an avian fan so any avian fans can correct me on bird terminology of the noise. thanks

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