boy problems 😔

lowkey no ones gonna read this but whateverr 😜

so basicallyyy there’s this guy (C) and like he’s a ‘popular guy’ and like a roadman 😭 but trust guys he’s so respectful. anywaysss i’ve never spoken to him before UNTILLL when i was walking home and he was heading the same way as me, HE THEN SAID MY NAME! and like we started talking while walking home. 🤭 

and then after that my friend heard that C changed his bus route to walk me home 😭 and like after that day, we started walking together after school and when we would reach my street he’d dap me up and hold on for a couple of secs. 😫 anywayss, he asked for my snap and we started snapping and talking on thereee and then the next time we talked irl, HE HUGGED ME 😜 he’s fr so in love guys. so I had to REACH to hug him (he’s so tall 😻) and this one time, he wrapped his arms round my waist and GRABBED MY ASS 🤭 and then he snapped me when i got home and said smth like, “sorry for the hug earlier if I made u uncomfortable.” like nooo baeee, go aheaddd 😚

but sadly this came to an end bc i can’t keep my big mouth shut 💔 he litch messaged me saying smth like, “why ppl coming up and asking if we speak” GUYS MY HEART DROPPED and so i gave a bullshit excuse and he didn’t believe me 😔 BUT his friend keeps saying shit about C to me, like “ohh C’s girlfriend, keep your mouth open for him.” and then after that C messaged me after school asking if i was on the bus but i was already homeee 💔💔 

then we didn’t speak when christmas break started BUT HE SNAPPED ME A COUPLE DAYS AGO 😻 he’s totess been thinking about me 🤭 but like idk what to thinkkk, is he js messing w me? like ik he’s a slag and js wants one thing from me (boobs) but he’s so nice and UGH this is stressfulll 😔

lowkey dk how blogs work but yeahh 😭