might private all my poems

hii everyone ^^ ive come here to say that its time i try to take down all my poems and stuff, the reason why is that i really do want to get better and whilst these poems have helped me cope and release some of the emotions i felt during those times, i just find looking back at them to be rlly depressing asf and the memories writing those poems also aren't exactly all that good and each time i think about them it makes me even more depressed then i already am,

i was in a very dark time of my life when writing those poems, alot of stuff happened and i needed a way to process all the them in a somewhat safe way. so i turned to poetry,  i admit i wasn't a great poet and i still am not, but i atleast managed to somewhat vent all my feelings in a decently safe way.

im still not exactly doing the greatest but i feel more decent now, decent enough to not write poetry about my feeling and post them publicly, i still do write them but mostly on my notes now. i no longer feel comfortable sharing them online for now.

so if all my poems start being deleted that's why, i want to do something else on this page instead of venting so yeahh

im sorry but this is js how i feel so yeah

happy new year and merry late christmas >_<