long winded survey

did this at work and stole this survey from Kayln whoever made it thxs. lot of reading so if u dont care go fuck yourself and ill fkin pull ur tongue out.

1.What bill do you hate paying the most? Internet. doesnt need to be as expensive as it fkin is. 150 bucks a month for the basic shit lol i hate paying it so much.

2.Where was the last place you had a romantic dinner?

alot of people dont ever have these anymore which is sad :/ i took this girl out to this rlly nice sushi place because we were at the aquarium and the fish made us hungry lols

3. What do you really want to be? 

happy. i want to be happy and healthy and with some money in my pocket and a happy family that loves me. maybe in a distant realm.

4. How many colleges did you attend? 

zero although i do have a gi bill if i rlly wanted to go to it (might just save it for my kids since i was planning to pay out of pocket for trade achool since ive been saving up idk, ill see when i find a good school :p)

5. Why did you choose the shirt you have on? 

currently wearing a brown shirt cause its mando for work. last shirt i was wearing was a shirt w/ korna “follow the leader” album art on it just cause i like korn i guess 

6. Thoughts on gas prices?

i dont drive much on my own since no car + didnt get my license yet (need to fkin get holy shit i know how to drive i just need the test nd dont ever have time)

7. First thought when the alarm goes off in the morning? Fuck.

8. Last thought you have before you go to bed?

Fuck.

9. Do you miss being a kid? I dunno. I liked it because my parents were still together and everything was looking up but it all fell apart and my childhood kinda sucked. im still really young so im probably just remembering the good parts but i can still have the good parts as an adult, it depends in who u do it with. i WONT miss homework, grades, shitty people, etc.

10. What errand/chore do you despise the most?  

hmm.. laundry sucks. i used to have to fold laundry as a chore and it was just rlly annoying since i had to do it basically everyday since we did laundry so much

11. Up early or sleep in? 

im up early and i wish i could sleep in

12. Found love ? 

I thought i did when i was 18 (the fkin hopeless romantic i am) but i rlly hope i did now. girls nowadays cant hold conversations or fkin cook or clean or anything and expect u to do everything in my experience w/ girls my age. like if im able to cook and clean and shit cant u? god.

13. Favorite lunch meat? 

honey ham, easy. 

14. What do you get at Walmart every time? 

i dont buy stuff at walmart everytime, i just like going there to walk around. very fun midwest activities. if i had to maybe like a water or come or something:p

15. Beach or lake? 

hmm lake. i have a stupid fear of beaches cause in my mind i feel like crabs will pinch me if im walking on the sand haha

16. Is marriage outdated? 

Hell no! It means alot to people and it means alot in general. people are just trying to have newage ideas and it kills love to say marriage is a scam. marriage should be with someone you love, want to stay with forever and supports u and u support them. if i ever propose i follow these principles.

17. What famous person would you like to have dinner with? 

R.L Stine. Wanna thank the guy for getting me into horror as a kid. He’s from Ohio too like me lolz

18. Ever crashed your vehicle? 

never! maybe almost in like driving school

20. Strangest place you’ve brushed your teeth? 

US Navy submarine

21. Somewhere you’ve never been but want to go? 

Germany to see my bro

22. At this point in your life would you want to start a new career or relationship? 

Both! 

23. How old are you? 

19 and dying, baby.
24. Do you have a go to person? 

ya! if real life i have a fren i know rn i go and talk to and he thinks alot like me. if its online i have my two best frens who ive known for fkin years. 
25. Are you where you want to be in life?

people tell me i should be happy where im at so far but i feel like thats how u get stuck in one spot. Im always looking to improve.

26. Growing up what were your favorite shows/cartoons? 

Courage the cowardly dog, grim adventures of billy and mandy, goosebumps, the haunting hour, beyond belief fact or fiction 

27. What about you do you think has changed since you were a young kid?

my level of happiness. ive always had self confidence issues as a kid and its carried into my adult life but its gotten significantly better. im always worried and anxious now too which fkin sucks but whatevers

28. Looking back at high school were they the best years of your life? 

haha. I had a saying in highschool which was “when do the ‘best years of my life’ start?”. No. If that is the best years of my life i have a shitty fucking existence ahead of me. i wasnt like getting fkin swirlies and shoved in lockers and other stupid shit but i was a loner. i didnt talk to no one and no one wanted to talk to me. i talked to maybe like 4 people and everyone else i just knew from school. i was ready to start life fkin sophomore year so bad i got a job as soon as i could and worked 12-13 hour days in the summers.

29. Are there times you still feel like a kid? 

all the time. constantly reminded “u just got out of high school”, “ull learn it soon enough” “u cant do this blah blah ur only 19” “ur still young dont worry about that stuff”. i should just enjoy being young but i dont. im sure ill regret these words lol
30. Did you have a pager?

i was born in 2004, so do u think i had one? (no.)

31. Was there a hangout spot when you were a teenager? 

i always went to a game club on fridays and all my friends were there. we wouldnt even play games, we would just talk and hang out since we had vastly different schedules and never saw each other. now thst i do miss about high school. 

32. Were you the type of kid you’d want your children to hang out with? no. i want my kids to do way better than i did. i liked hanging out by myself though lol.

33. Was there a teacher or authority figure that stood out to you? 

yeah plenty! my choir teacher was always rooting for me and i miss her dearly, last thing she told me was during graduation was that she loved me which was so kind. i miss that woman since she was one of the most positive people and educators i knew (even if i got pissed off in senior year and didnt wanna do choir anymore even tho i signed for it because i secretly loved it)

34. Do you tell stories that start with when I was your age? 

not yet haha
35. Are you religious?

sorta kinda. ive never read the bible cover to back but ive read a little bit in boot camp and it helped me get through alot easier. i should bring a copy next underway and read it fully. i believe God exists though. I just feel like He has maybe given up on us because crazy shit doesnt rlly happen anymore lol.