gay

I am depressed and upset. I want things to be better. I know I need to work on myself and will be, I'm just sick of the way my life has been going and wish that things weren't so hard. I am on high risk watch at home, which means I'm monitored and have to keep doors open and I get my things gone through every couple of days. Life has been shitty. I hope next year is a lot better and that things will be just a little bit easier.