babbling at 5 am i think

how does one even start creating from dust

I think my life is half-existing and half-trying-to-make-good-music. I really cant stress this enough, but i love music, if i ever went deaf, i think i would die. I really want to make good music, but i guess i havent gotten around to actually trying to improve on my very rough drafts on melodies and half-assed sweep-picking patterns, i guess i just try to do too much with very little talent :|

I guess i should improve before ever dreaming big, or maybe i should sleep more and dream more

and by the way