finally got to interact with humans

FINALLY. THE DAY HATH ARRIVED. I OFFICIALLY INTERACTED WITH HUMAN BEINGS AGAIN.

all jokes aside, i finally got to see my friends today. i had SO much fun and laughs, so much so that my voice fucking hurts right now. i been talking a lot this christmas break which has led to my voice getting more and more sensitive throughout the days. it scares me cuz i don’t wanna permanently fuck up my voice, but i’m just speaking normally! but i do talk really loud naturally. also i got a party with my friends tomorrow, too!!! i always start feeling all good and normal once i see my friends. life is good. :) 

AND MY BOYFRIEND IS FINALLY HOME SWEET HOME!!!!!!!! i don’t think i will see him tomorrow since i wanna prioritize seeing my friends at the party, he made it very clear that i should not spend less time with them just so i can go rush to see him, and as BADLY as i wanna see him, i do agree. after all, we got all saturday, sunday, and the rest of our lives to hang out! 

anyways, i’m kinda scared cuz tomorrow is a potluck and i spent all the time i could have been preparing for the potluck yesterday by.. uh.. hanging out with friends… UM. OOPY. AND I WAS GONNA GET MY FRIENDS GIFTS ARGRGHHH.. if i show up with nothing i’m gonna feel like a shitty mistake of a friend. but i’m not gonna dread on that right now because it’s easy for me to spiral into self hatred, and i had a great day today, so i gotta control myself. gotta lasso my brain together and go “woah there buddy… don’t you go wild on me…”

anyways i’m gonna go draw for a bit before sleeping!