kinda a vent

alright, so uh, im just gonna be straightforward with this.

i think i hate my life, everyday its literally the same fucking thing, wake up, sit around on my lazy ass, online, watching tv and eating exorbitant amounts of food to try and gain weight so im not as aware of how i look.

yes, i hate how i look, im skinny, my haircut sucks, everything sucks, girlfriend broke up with me, but for some reason i didnt have much feelings for her, maybe im just an asshole.

still living with my mother, it really sucks, shes always drunk, or high, and she just slops around like a zombie listening to her loud rock music drunkly rambling about how her generation was better.

school really isnt helping either, my school is a shithole, bathrooms disgusting, bad staff/teachers, lots and lots of bullying, etc.

at least i have like, 3 friends that are actually cool, well, scrap the 3, make it 2.

was playing fortnite with a few friends and we were all shit talking eachother cause we were bored, right?

the next morning my one friend took it to personal and said he found my dads dead body rotting in the prison cell.

that same friend also was mocking me for being proud that my dad actually showed up before he went to jail and taught me a few things about the guitar.

im no longer friends with that kid.

still friends with the other kid though.

please, just be nice, or dont respond at all.