Haven't had my phone in 4 days and its kinda fun 

                Listen I already know what you're about to say so don't even... "4 days isn't even a long time don't be so fucking dramatic loser." but when ur doom-scrolling tiktok for multiple hours and having that taken away its pretty difficult to adjust. Like I don't wanna sound like a tech-wizard incel, but it was hard for a while without my phone because I had no idea what to do. I did opt for tv for a bit, but then it got boring. Then I was in my room and just laid in bed listening to the radio looking through my dads old yearbooks. 

(Also this is really fucking embarassing because its only been 4 DAYS and i feel like ive reached some higher being of existence, but i think its the fact that im getting a taste of that existence and im loving it so much that i dont wanna leave it.)

For some reason it was so nostalgic for some odd reason, I loved the feeling. Currently tho I'm playing indie sleaze music from my old iPod on my iHome and typing this blog about my current experiences. I feel like its 2013 and im on break passing the time listening to music and blogging. I love this feeling and im scared that im gonna go back to the same miserable doom-scrolling shit. Ive made it one of my 2024 goals to NOT BE ON MY FUCKING PHONE SO DAMN MUCH. because i HATEHATEHATE when people do it in front of me, like there was this one time i went out with some friends and the person beside me was on their phone the whole time going in and out of the conversation like a fucking robot it was so gnarly and dystopian. I never wanna be like that, point blank period.