procrastinationnnn

i am in the trenches rn, academically speaking. i feel super demotivated and am so behind on assignments and reading which is really alarming, considering my exams are really soon (my first exam is on jan 19th and my last one is on feb 14th). one specific assignment i was supposed to hand in on december 15th so i'm officially 2 weeks late, although it doesn't actually seem to be that big of a deal. i haven't even started reading material for the paper i'm supposed to write. i've been in this position countless times before and i still do not know how i got things done eventually. it seems so daunting, as if something is physically stopping me from getting it done. i know i will persevere somehow despite it seeming undoable to me rn.