I don't know if it's normal

Guys I'm in serious need of help, I need to understand if I'm just victimizing myself when I don't write on paper.

The reason is that when I was a kid (at least) 6 years old I had some problems in school so I had to study whit my mother. Now my mother is "Nice" for some aspects but she could be better because she used to help me and her idea of helping was that I had to write in cursive because I can only write in capital letters irl and whenever I made a mistake she'd just scream at me and punish me by not letting me watch cartoons.. I'm now taking some meds because I used to see and hear stuff.. I'm however not schizophrenic at all, the doctor said it's an autistic spectrum. Still I want to know if it sounds like being picky whit handwriting

                                                                                                                                           -Thanks for the time i took from ya while you where reading  By Rabit