Past two days.

Last two days haven’t been absolutely horrible so I feel like that’s a win. I have eaten at least one meal and showered every day for the past two days. I also drank about two water bottles worth of water in the past two days so I’m pretty happy I did that. I’m scared to get out of the house though. It’s like an uncomfortable fear, like I know I’ll have to but I really don’t want to I want to rot in bed and I don’t want 5o interact with people like I feel like something bad will happen if I l out. Imma have to get over it eventually though lol.