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only midday..

why is it that when we treat people how they treat us they dont like it..

is it because it hurts maybe..
to be picked last,
to be pushed to the side
to always come second to a "person"

i have feelings  
i have a heart 
i have emotions 

my heart brakes
my heart longs
my heart misses

to have your feelings hurt 
your heat broken
your emotions pushed to the side
because your not as important as you should be to a parent...

my hearts been broken since an early age..
this heart longs for the love of a "absent" parent
not missing 
Absent.

we all grow up and go off and make our own families 
as we get older we become adults and end up having babies 
and from that a person should realize the seriousness of the situation 
then again there are boys who stay boys

what about the girls who turn into women once their first child is born ??
what about once that girl becomes a grandma ??
shouldnt by then the mindset should be different ?? 
no?
i guess not.
its not my loss or my babies, 
not even dads loss.
just yours..
youll never grow out of the mindset your SET in

so why do i feel bad for saying what i said..
because at the end of the day were all human with feelings, emotions and heart.

you no longer have control over my life, my emotions, or my mental health.


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