12/26/23

merry post christmas!!

i forgot to blog ON christmas, it slipped my mind. so ill talk about yesterday right now. it was a good christmas!!! though not how it used to be back in new york, with the snow, the fireplace, and the cold in my old house that was always cozy, but im definitely extremely grateful for everything. i want to hug and kiss my parents and tell them i love them forever for everything they get me. basically i got 6 things from brandy melville, 2 skims shirts, 5 vinyls (bjork, elliott smith, fiona apple, hole, and korn), a new pandora charm (the music note one!), 2 blushes and concealer (one of the blushes came all broken up tho), paint and an easel, and some money from relatives. my dad wants me to invest all the money i received so in a year i could have even more money, but im still thinking about it. but i definitely want to buy more stuff that i didnt add to my christmas list with the money i got, but not immediately. i really want the mysterious skin book and souvlaki by slowdive vinyl. i dont want to spend all my money yet though, so im waiting just in case something even more worth it comes up. if nothing does and i find i dont think i really need the vinyl, ill buy the book and invest the rest. the book is $16.99 for some reason, which is weirdly expensive for a book, but maybe its long and is made a certain way. later in the day on christmas my family and i went to flannigans last minute because it was the only. place that didnt take reservations so it wasnt fully reserved, it was a 45 minute wait.

now today i basically just drove around with my mom dropping off my siblngs and picking them up. i returned the blush that it got that was broken at ulta and i got a new one! it was the benefit willow blush im really excited to try the color, right now i usually use the benefit shellie one. but all day today ive been dizzy, i constantly am having headaches but the kind where it feels like my eyes are buldging out of my head and my head is going to explode, and everytime i get up from sitting no matter how long ive been sitting i see black and im dizzy and it hurts my head. ive been drinking extra water than i usually do because its been happening a lot recently and it isnt helping, i also took two tylenols today and they didnt work at all. i told my mom about it and she said i can get bloodwork at the doctors soon, which im not excited about but ive seriously been thinking it's an iron deficiency or something and i just want clarification just in case it is so i can help myself with whatever treatment they give me. even if i dont have an iron deficiency they can still recommend stuff to help me.

thats all, ttyl : )