so... hi :DD

well... i've been really abcent from here,i just had the most weird and hard weeks I could ever think of... it has been really difficult to update, I didn't even touched my laptop since the last update, but i'll try to do it more often :)

my mom is fine, I made a schedule for her so I know how to distribute all the medicines for the day.

also, she had a pain crisis, she had to go to the hospital for emergency but nothing went wrong, but it still was the most difficult day of the pasts weeks

my mental health has been... well, not good. I don't know to not fall in a crisis again, but I have to do my best for my mom and my family, i'm the only one who's keeping all this together so I basically can't lol.

ALSO

OMG

MY GANDMA IS COMMING

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

I really miss her so much, I haven't seen my family in like 8 years so I know i'm going to cry, a lot, but I hope that everything goes fine, i just don't know where is she gonna sleep and all, we barely fit here so with her... yeah, its gonna be a fucking mess, but i'm still exited about it qwq