idk what to do

Am i thinking too much?

I like this person for the same amount of time each year from november - december to april.

They are fun person to be around but they make jokes about stuff you shouldn't be making jokes about and i feel so conflicted about it. 

I really want to be with them and i like them i know i shouldn't because thats letting them get away with it. 

I call them out every time they do it but they make a joke about how i always do that.

i cant change the fact i like them and its so frustrating. 

my friend doesn't know i like them bc every year i have told her about liking them she thinks they're iffy, in a gross way, which i agree with but also, yea. im not going to tell her this year and we'll see how shit plays out again but if you made it this far thank you for listening to my rant.

If you have any opinions on the matter please lmk :)