i still have dreams of you but now they end with nothing

On the cusp of your words

Longing for what was never there

Cheap coughs and dreams

Won’t bring me back 

To where I never was

Smoking the same brand

And it crushes your wisdom

And it crushes my dreams

Am I ever in yours,

The way your in mine?

Waiting 

Waiting for your words

Just to arrive and crush your dreams

The way they crushed mine

Searching

Searching and finding nothing there

Willing, weaving just like mine

And a gross pit forms inside

And when your done with me

Will you be gone? Like forever?