i dont have a title, but i found some words (song 2)

i know what i want to say, but i cant get the words out

hunger eats me alive from inside out

it's a familiar hollowness

call me narcissistic

because I'm in the center of the universe

my attention deprivation

mirrors the one of your longing

don't call me hypocritical

if you can't handle the shame

these are familiar beginnings

of resetting the time I swore I don't count

the hands on my clock reach out to me

whispering the words each hour

that everything resolves if you restart

relapsing only reminds 

your arms of your mistakes

I'll take one more bite of your consciousness

pills rid your system of old laxatives

take your daily does of integrated delusions

ill seek shelter in your arms

they're littered in my promises 

and bandaged with my faults

despite all you hold on tight

because you're nothing without me either

I'm hungry for your passion

and thirsty for your solecism

ill throw up your misapprehensions

and drink up your confessions