🎀Merry Christmas!🎀

Apparently the planets decided to align and I finally got the guts to make my first post on Christmas!✨

This entire year has been a rollercoaster of emotions; triumphs and tribulations, success and miserable failures, new life and death...and in the middle of it all I'm still here. 

This year has broken me down in ways I never thought possible (somehow beyond physically and mentally), but I look forward to this next year as I document my progress as I slowly build myself back up and discover more about who I am. I want to get a better understanding of what actually motivates me to achieve my goals, and what it is about my life that's been holding me back from pursuing said goals.

I am...realizing right now that this is a very heavy first post for such a happy and upbeat page, but I think it's important to lay the foundation of reality of where this impending toxic positivity is all coming from! My next post will be much more lighthearted (Well, maybe. Who knows where this is gonna go? I definitely don't.)! I think I'll go over my lifestyle plans to boost my physical health. 💪🏼

If you read this far, I truly hope you are having a Merry Christmas in whatever way that means to you. If you're alone or with family, just know that being able to wake up and have the opportunity to make something positive happen for yourself, no matter how small, is a gift worth cherishing.