Soul??

I don't think this has been a very good week. My best friend Mao and I got into a big fight (well kind of, I don't think he realizes it but its ok because I gave him a best friend necklace with a colossal glob of imaginary spit on it so now we're even) because he almost KILLED ME to prove some point about stupid aura magic which I don't think I need to learn because it's not like I'M being hunted by bounty hunters (and then after he almost KILLED ME he tried to almost kill me AGAIN by making me go into water for some dumb leaf activity that somehow opened up a bunch of necklaces that the rest of the party has). I haven't mentioned it to anyone but almost dying during the aura thing really really scared me because if it's all based on soul magic and I almost died, does that mean I don't have a soul?? I don't think dolls normally come with souls but I Woke Up so I feel like I should be an exception. I don't know.... I'm just now getting to see the world, I'd hate to not be able to see it as a ghost even if I do die.

I also don't think the rest of the party likes me very much, they keep calling me things like creepy and scary, which is fine, so I made them all friendship necklaces to solidify our bond (I hope Mao isn't going to miss those cool rocks). Anyway I hope the party starts to warm up to me soon cause I saw them using Hannalee's magic and I really want them to tell me everything they know about her and also maybe teach me to use her magic too.