The Future I Seek

Sometimes I keep quiet and have these thoughts about my future and what I want in it. Waking up to a husband and to have a child one day call me mom. 

Sometimes I keep quiet because I do not want to scare you off again that I would rather settle for less than a marriage to a comfortable relationship with an unsure direction. 
Sometimes I keep quiet even though at times I see that handle of yours like a skinny Instagram model type that isn't the same body type as me, 
It is slowly breaking my self esteem as I look for an outfit that might fire the passion we used to have. 
Should I change myself to fit your mold what am I suppose to do?
The Future I seek seem so blurry and far away the future I seek seem so dark, 


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