christmas doesn't feel the same anymore

idk if it's because it's part of growing up or whatever but idk, i feel like christmas lost it's charm recently, i'm not as excited as i was when i was a kid, i don't even know what i want for christmas, christmas sort of lost it's spirit for me. but ofc there's still the good part of it where you spend some quality time with your family, eat that good old turkey, watch the christmas movies, all that good stuff. i'm not saying that christmas is a bad holiday, it's still a decent one, but for me, there's something missing in this special holiday that i didn't quite figured it out yet.