I'm melting ahhh!

I feel like I'm melting in my mattress rn, everytime I close my eyes I feel like I'm rotating (mostly vertically, but sometimes horizontally too). it's low-key calming but idk kinda weird

I'm not on anything btw, just silly ol me. usually I feel like this when my mind feels like putty but rn Im feeling semi aware of everything?? 

honestly rn I just want to close my eyes, sleep, and dream forever. it's when I'm most happiest ^__^

BTW happy christmas eve every1! listening to that one christmas fnaf song rn..