Real Friends and Real People

It's 1 am for me right now as of writing this, aka it's time for my mandatory existential crisis :)

I hate that we're treating people like numbers right now. How many followers you got...how many likes, how big of a friend group you've got. I don't understand why all those things matter so much.

Even when I'm talking to someone, I feel like they don't even care about me. Just another person. And if I'm gone, they won't care. I hate this feeling. 

I talk a lot with other numerous people, but I don't feel a genuine connection. Irl or online. I will still feel lonely and empty as fuck.

(felt cute, might delete this cringy ass post later)