christmas eve!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVE!!! :D

9:55 AM: it is raining BALLSACKS outside!!! i had to run in the car and i’m still soaking!!! man, can’t even have a white christmas!! it’s a RAINY CLOTHES SOAKED CHRISTMAS… eve.  also i’m a bit upset cuz my hair went from being perfectly fluffy to being a flat greasy mess, (it’s actually a mix of weird fluffy and gross flat, which is honestly even WORSE cuz it’s confusing to deal with) all in less than 7 hours!! UGH my hair can be such a pest. watevar. i slept at like 2 am last night because my sleeping schedule is a fuck. i stayed up passionately decorating my page, too, which didn’t help… oopy… well anyways i gotta go and i’ll come back when i hav updates!!!!

11:43 AM: last minute christmas shopping??? JK lawl we’re just (trying) to get some snacks for tomorrow. but good heavens is it already packed!!! that’s gonna be so annoying when we have to inevitably stand in line for 99 years -_- i tried to find my boyfriend his favorite green christmas truffles but they weren’t there D: i just got my little kitty a present: yarn balls! c: my poor kitty keeps vomiting AGAIN, she stopped for like a week but now she’s back at it!!!!! after christmas, she will be attending a vet appointment for SURE. there’s no doubt about it now. ughhh i just want my poor kitty to be safe ;-; wow this condiment aisle is packed. walmart sucks.

12:00 PM: WTF WE BEAT THE LINES!!!! it actually wasn’t that bad! it was busier than usual, yeah, but like… we made it out as if it were any other holiday! WOOHOO! now what will i do when i get home hmm…. i think i will make my profile cooler and then bake cookies around 5 pm? i think this is what i will do, yes yes. i miss my boyfriend!!!!!!!!!!! he’s all the way in the bahamas celebrating christmas cuz he’s so fancy and cute!!!!!!!!! cries 4 evar… i miss him…. 

2:27 PM: SOOOO MUCH FUN!!!!!!!!!! i am having SO MUCH FUN decorating my profile! I AM ADDICTED TO BLINKIES LAWL!!!! i wanna collect them all!!! :DDD

for some reason some coding disappeared earlier today so i had to re-add it all back, but it was kinda easy so it wasn't too big of a loss. i even put the coding in a separate google doc just in case that happens again. but oh man, look at the time! all this time decorating and... i haven't even EATEN yet today! oops!!!!!!!!!!! i didn't have time to! well i'm gonna go do that real quick, please profile don't randomly remove some features again like last time..... i got my eye on you...

3:31 PM: WHY THE HELL IS TIME MOVING SO FAST?!?! it felt like i only sat down and ate for like 10 mins! and you’re telling me i last documented at 2 PM?!?!? THE HAIL?!?!?! scary. time is so scary. anyways, i’m chilling downstairs and sipping on the ‘dew (mtn dew) as i stare at our beautiful christmas tree. the alexa is also playing christmas music. ah, so jolly! my brother isn’t here yet, i wonder when he will be. i must know bc i wanna make cookies before the dog goes insane (he barks CRAZY loud when my brother is here). otherwise the barking gets too overstimulating and i feel bad. mtn dew is so yummy! i like typing all goofy. i like being myself freely on here, because i really just use this as a journal that happens to be online and public. i do this because it’s always so fun to look back on journals, especially when you get to decorate your entire website to look so personalized! it’s like a time capsule! also… i have typed a LOT already and i’m not even done with today’s blog. sorry, i am such a chatterbox!!!!!

6:14 PM: brother is asleep, so he will not be here :( so sad.. he has a sleeping disorder so this happens often. but i will not focus on the doom and gloom! i feel amazing mentally today, whereas yesterday and recently i felt like dissociated rotting death the entire day. making this profile and journaling really made me so happy, it’s kinda therapeutic! so yahoo to that!!! i will get my lazy ass up and make the cookies soon I SWEAR. 

11:34 PM: my lazy ass didn’t make the cookies (they’re sooooooo much work….but worth it ngl) BUT MY BROTHER IS HERE AND WE’RE GONNA PLAY UNO & EXPLODING KITTENS (such a fun card game!) so i will stop typing now cuz i will be busy having fun

MERRY CHRISTMAS & CHRISTMAS EVE EVERYONE!