Just a thought

I wanted that feeling of love so strong other's would take notice. Not through big things but the small & the they fit like a two piece puzzle. Why haven't I found it? what's wrong with me? Was I made with soul that didn't have a matching piece? I hope not. For my heart yearnings, beats, bleeds for someone. For who I don't know yet... yet I hope they feel it too. Cruel as it may be hoping to hurt the very heart of the person I yearn for. I want to know they feel the same. That My love meant something to them. My connection will mean something. I think to truly know is when other can see it. Favourite foods, how you take your tea or coffee, gold or sliver, seeing something at the & buying it because they will like or it reminds you of them. I want it. So much. I hope I find it.