Men scare me, Women Hate me.

Men usually scare me because they are always so rude to me, Jane, Josephine, and Gabby. Like why do most men in my school have to point out my flaws and just defame me in front of everyone. Men deserve to be killed. Women usually hate me because I am not the ideal one to be friends with I am forgetable. most women at my school do the same things as men so Men Scare and hate me also Women Hate me and scare me. What has my generation come too why is everyone so rude. I knew school wasn't going to be a nice time but this is just fluffed up.

So what I just said is why Men scare me and Women Hate me.

Its not all women or men that scare or hate me. Some actually want to be friends or mind their buisness. I know karma most likely is just a thing some people know. Now I hope its real because that's what I need. As for coping I usually like shopping since. I desevre more. I was sufffering since I was 6 years old and its not comforting that some   most of my ememies are living good lives while I am girl-rotting in my room.  People can try and comfort me but its not gonna work since its still stuck in my head. I am a minor and I can't be dealing with this. I had sexual confusion because of the students in the school's I went to. I try to act different since as they say online that if you act different or make one, then you'll be loved and liked. Now I s**ualize myself because that just feels better. My ""Friends"" act like they are mature but I am more mature than them. I just try to fit in so people don't know what I really like to do online or in my room.  But there is a term that some Reilgons use most likely all of them but I'll just say some of them. The term is, "Love your Ememies"  I don't need to love them or want to but I guess I'll have to since they made me of who I am. and I used to be just Gabby. Now I wanna be many people. I don't know how I'll do many things that'll make people love me . But lets stick with Men Scare me, Women Hate me. since that is true in many places.