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i dont care what they say Bacteria are animal to me YOU DONT HAVE MY WHIMSY IM GOING TO EAT YOU!!!!!! IM BACTERIA!!! no im not but they should be freak animal. theyre all animals to me. not the tv though i hate liquid crystal tv can we get rid of tvs.... wtf...... where's my old ugly ass tv with the beautiful satellite background... beautiful purple background.... my beautiful princess with chips on the screen... come back to me...... come back to me........... who is this animal. liquid tv. please i need a job i cant stay like this forever PLEEAAASSEE!!! IM NOT NORMAL ANYMORE whenever i stay alone for too long i forget who i am and get too excited/strange for people to be around and i get so low and miserable. it's okay being bored because i have to get used to it but i feel so paceless and empy and slow. so i turn to library books and onlineness. shame. i was watching animal videos all day yesterday because it was fun. and some tf2 gameplay videos. i feel like there's gonna be a shift in the way i write and type but idk what that's going to be. also should i take the risk and get a serious haircut. like please dont make it a pixie cut i will kill myself if they do (hyperbole). i havent played tf2 in awhile, was kinda demotivated this past week in general. it's nice being outside the house and being in situations where i interact w people with common goals n interests. i dont know how to persuade le family that chem degree is actually pretty cool. need medicine....... drug. smile. but yeah was it ethical for one employer to like send out this questionnaire thing that asked if i think people that use drugs are 'acceptable'? like wth is this not a grocery chain? cmon i didnt sign up for the church lol. anyways i said 100% acceptable every time and i wonder if that's why they never called back. okay. sad emoji. lol. but yeah. dont ask me why im into chem. can somebody hire me im sorry i get too zealous when you call me i wont be annoying when you hire me i prommiiisee :) i probably will. luckily the stars align so that every time it becomes 12pm i instantly hit a wall and become super tired and hungry and slow and sleepy and sensitive to light. i am actually unsociable at that time please dont try to funny quip at me i will not hear you. :( i still dont know how to go about that other than pray that soda will make your blood sugar normal.  block of text. we have to make our own testoterone