random thoughts in school

In school rn. cries. i'm excited though bc my birthday is on Sunday!!!!!!!!! But i'm not having a party with my friends until after the holidays. For my bday i want band t shirts, bracelets, posters, and cds. I also want tripp pants and a new guitar bc my guitar is really cheap.

speaking of music, i wanna learn drums really bad. But drum sets are expensive and my mom thinks learning guitar is enough. I also want a bass and a keyboard. I just want to learn all the instruments, i can just be my own band. 

and on the topic of bands i wanna be in a band SO BAD. I have music ideas floating around in my head but i feel like its hard to really get them out when i don't know how to do the technical parts of music, like music theory. ykwim? And I think that most good ideas come to me before i fall asleep, then i forget them in the morning.

my teacher is telling us to make our essay intros exciting and intriguing so people will want to read it, why would anyone read an essay in the first place. Get me out of school rn.