12/22/23

almost forgot to do this today!

boring, sucky day today. since it was the day before school break in all of my class we did nothing but watch movies and all i started reading american pyscho. im gonna be honest, so far its kinda confusing. but im sure ill get it sooner. but anyways towards the end of the day i started getting horrible cramps and it was even worse because at my school the cut off to pick up students is 3 pm and school ends at 4:05, so my mom couldn’t even pick me up. it was especially bad on the bus home because it was so loud, my bus driver loves to blast the christmas radio, the ride was bumpy, and i knew that i was almost home so i could take medicine and take a nap so i was getting impatient. it didn’t compare to this one time i was coming back from the beach with melissa, and i was screaming from how bad the pain from the cramps were. they eventually stopped after i rested and it didn’t totally ruin the day, but i seriously felt like i just got stabbed in the stomach. so, when i got home i took two pm aleves and laid in bed waiting for it to work, it eventually worked after 20 minutes tho. tori also told me that (sorry tmi) also started her period at school today without knowing, so i guess we “synced up” like girls always talk about. pretty weird. anyways, after the pain stopped i did some of my online school work, i finished 2 lessons. then i practiced guitar and was getting super frustrated because it wasn’t sounding right and i kept messing up strumming patterns. also my fingers are still numb and hard. but that means progress, my fingers are getting stronger. for “dinner” i ordered shake shack for myself and just ate fries and lemonade. now im going to sleep but i watched an episode of queer as folk and my cramps are kind of coming back. ugh.

but im super tired, so goodnight. ttyl