I am grounded part 3

Hello dear friends, as you may notice im still completely grounded, i heard that theyre NOT giving me my phone back. I really feel like its all getting out of control and im really embarrased about everything. I miss my phone so so much... I just watched my all-time favourite, bridget jones' diary, with my grandma, but my mum eventually joined. She makes me so sick, she always says smth to make me mad and feel completely guilty, I know that what I did was really wrong, but is it really that wrong to love someone despite what other people think?