I hate being one of the class’ ‘losers’

A friend of mine occasionally gets asked by classmates why she would hang out with me, to which she always answers that its because we’re good friends and she trusts me. It just bothers me a bit that i’m seen as one of the losers/weirdo’s from the class, i literally do nothing out of the ordinary, i go to my classes, do my work and gtf home afterwards, i barely even talk to other classmates as most see my worth lower than literal cowshit.

Whenever i meet up with my friend a few of my classmates (that would be there too) literally sigh and starts rambling about ‘why is he here’

Like what??

My non school friends say that they look so down on me because i’m gay (they went from an whatever ally to literally going ‘they need to die and go to hell etc’  i’m also pretty positive that its because I’m neurodivergent, which already makes me more ‘weird’ to the average stranger :/

I truly do hate it, also because I’m literally doing a school thats adults only so i thought that dumb shit would be less??

I dont even try talking to them or really any of my classmates that i know dont like me/are friends with, that shits hopeless. I try to shake it off of me as much as i can but it does still bother me in a way, probably because i’ve always been a victim of being a bully’s target in all my school experiences, and because i’m no bootlicker and stand my ground/respect my own boundaries i’m instantly always a couple steps behind regardless of where i am.

Shit just sucks man :”(