IT HAPPENED.

so.

i've been talking to this really good friend of mine for months. we miss each other loads and we talk everyday, either text or videocall or both and it can be from 1 hour to 10 hours. 

we're both from the same country but he studies in a different one, luckily it's not too far away. i've visited him there and he has visited me here. 

last week, while on call, i posted a tiktok "who i've liked this year". for october, november and december i had the book emoji. he saw the tiktok while we were on call and asked me about it and my brain stopped for a solid 5 minutes. i think i was beet red. 

next morning, we ended up talking for hours and clearing up some stuff. we played 20 questions/guess who as he was trying to guess who the book emoji was (spoiler, he already knew but was just confirming). eventually he said himself and i told him he was correct.

and our "relationship" started there.

there aren't exclusive, not yet. we're gonna wait until we see each other again, which is early january. but god i miss him, even tho it's not too long until i'll see him again. but we still call or text quite a bit everyday.

so yeah. it happened, something i truly didn't think would.

and it's the first time i've started something like a "proper relationship" cus i was never good at those and i'm demiromantic. but i think this could really be something. i'm 19 and he's 20 so we are in quite a stage in our lives, yet i think it'll be good.

sincerely, 

kai