I just dreamt that i took something... //tw drugs

So like I have never slept properly ever since the week started, and yesterday I finally slept, then I got a dream, it had a lot of things happening but the most major part of it is about this random dude giving me a bag of coke (cocaine...) and I tried it and got so addicted that I was energetic and I thought that I'm the happiest person alive, it got so real scary that I woke up terrified 

aaaand im depressed again