12-22-23

I'm praying to anyone

who will send me to heaven

I'm lost in the hazes

drunk with avid aggression 

and high off of her pity

you've forgotten where you stand

the passage of time is fleeting

and now you see her plan

As i stood outside the residence hall

arise form their tombs

retail outlets couldnt keep the circumlocution in stock

she showed you her almost illegal escstacy

He speaks in cryptic words with hidden desperation

i swore i wouldnt return to the choereographed eurocentricty 

but im drawn into the affliction of implicit premonition 

i write my ambivalent (contradictory ideas, doubtful) equanimity (composure) to tell you how to feel

and it reminds me how slurred your thoughts become

if no one tells you stage directions

annexation (invasion)

seethed secrets spit acid on your tongues

mirrored edges of formulated grins 

uncanny eyes bore new holes into cracked skulls

indescribable allegiance hangs my head into my ribs

its judgement day and you didn't come prepared

expect the conviction and live your sentence

the efficacious (effective) line for pragmatic (realistic) thinking

grows with each new second

if you don't get in line now

you will surely miss your directions

get it through your head

I'm a 9mm bullet

you signed her for the show 

and shell play it damn good

but god forbid she's reminded

of what comes after acting for you

objectively blessed

the selecouth (unusual or strange) pulchritudinous (beautiful) victims

play beautiful poker cards

i shouldn't recognize the faces on the sheets

but wild anachronistic (Story that didn't happen)  stories make arid conviviality (friendly ness) bearable

youre the cynosure in the hurriane

you long for heated attention so youre not alone

but i see the delirious cries as you;re drowning in questions

but you lack equanimity 

your psychotomimetic psychosis drinks you up

as you drown in yourself

lucrative speech slurred under your tongue99

"consanguineous melodies don't match my dna"