12/21/23

These words are scraping

against my teeth

you never know

how much you need

I can never explain

stranded heartache

ill take back what I said

and take back what you said

I'm praying to anyone

who will send me to heaven

I'm lost in the hazes

drunk with avid aggression 

and high off of her pity

you've forgotten where you stand

the passage of time is fleeting

and now you see her plan

i count your heart beats while you breathe

your chest rises with apathetic eagerness 

im infatuated with your dire need

it reminds me youre alone

am I what you expected when you asked for god

im praying for anyone to send me to heaven

say "You're a caricature of irresistible ecstasy,"
But it's more "Ambivalent inadequacy,"