[JournalingDesire]

i really want to start a new journal.

i need to recreate myself: i need to have an outlet where i can get rid of all of the negativeness in a completely neutral and open space in order to become a better person outwardly.

im tired of being the awkward, depressive weirdo, i need to become confident, more positive, and refined altogether.

i yearn to become a person thats fun to be around, thats interesting and smart, and thats got a unique view on life.

im in the process of improving myself physically, im losing weight, im developing a better sense of style, im getting better at makeup and hair, and i just look better in general.

i am optimistic about my psychological transformation

sorry haha im getting a journal tomorrow, there will be no venting from me on this blog, i just wanted to document this and put it into words somewhere. anyways..

see you soon (hopefully when my improvement has started!!)

a <3