TODAY 11/15
PINK
It has been since Feb. that I haven't been able to create anything, have my own style or have any growth. I lost all sense of my self since that 3rd day in Feb. Since I found my best friend... my sister, dead in my living room. There is so much more to that particular story but I am not waking up this morning and choosing sadness lol because I am in a good mood. But if you are happening to read this and want to know my story, I would consider adding me as a friend because I am going to be on here expressing myself and MY story. But let's get back to PINK.
I used to dye my hair every single color you could think of, except I don't think I ever went yellow. But that's my emotional outlet. Finally, FINALLY, after getting myself out of a bad situation and picking myself up like the superwoman that I am, I am dying my hair pink today. And I know, a lot of people are probably like ok so tf what is so important about that? Well:
1. My best friend always used to dye my hair colors, no one else. So after she left this world I went to dark brown hair and have been having my roots coming in and felt like I would be betraying her in some weird way.
2. My creative outlets have been SHOT since the day I found her laying on the floor. My PTSD has been so bad that I can barely even function. I am so shaky I can't even hold up a paint brush these days.
But, PINK, you are bringing me back to life today.
So if anyone is reading this or even got this far to read this...
Wish me luck :)
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