i have a specific problem but i cant explain it into one term so im jus gonna say whats happening

ALRIGHTY GUYS IM REALLY GREAT AT TYPING MY THOUGHTS OUT SO LIKE YEAH LET ME EXPLAIN.

logic is really the worst thing to ever exist. and somewhat of a hypocritical thinking is the worst too.

i personally think this is gonna be a weird topic to talk about but i think i have a huge problem with myself and how i portray things but in the end the way i portray things is literally right most of the time so really it isnt hypocritical. All i am trying to say is what am i doing wrong? is it that they get really defensive themselves in order to win me over or not listen to me? or be like they are there for me but then whenever i need them they tell me i make it all about myself and not think about them its like back and forth at this point and its starting to get really really FUCKING annoying.

i honestly cant even achieve my goals in peace now i tried to lay low and it is not working at all man

school beatin my ass bro too

the urge to run away is getting bigger and bigger aswell

i dont want to run away but then i feel like its the only way im tired of reasoning and trying my best to understand from any point of view now im completely lost and i feel like im not gonna make it at all 

and like yeah