21/12/23 -Christmas blog and 2023 recap-

Hello! Probably for the last time this year! ٩(^ᗜ^ )و ´-

The only way to describe my life this year is like someone hid one of those powerful crystals in my house, that are supposed to change your life really fast and drastically!!! 

I have lost a few toxic friends and gained more genuine friends in the last few months than I've probably ever had in my life. I got my own apartment and changed schools, I also found a new job that can work around my school schedule! :O

This year has been surprisingly good for me!

I also bleached my hair recently. It's a little orange-ish brown right now but I have a plan to go lighter soon, and I really need to recommend this to anyone with damaged hair, from dyeing or heat damage... Buy K18 (The hair product) You will NOT regret it I promise it saved me! I used to have damaged hair for a long time until my hairdresser got the K18 product (which btw permanently fixes damaged hair).. 

We used it ONCE on my hair and I was healed!!! Σ(°△° ꪱꪱꪱ)

After that I bleached my hair and like obviously they are a little damaged now but you can't even see it, the bleach did such minimal damage like it could be so much worse.

 And another shoutout to my friends, who told me my hair looks good and are on board with me when I told them I would like to go lighter and did not judge me or start commenting how damaged my hair probably is from all the dyeing...

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I feel included and everyone likes me:

I want to talk more about my friends and family and just mention some of the moments this year with them that really stuck with me and have made my year.

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- When I had to move out of my parents apartment and they helped me with all my furniture and still come see me so often and bring me food (˚ ˃̣̣̥⌓˂̣̣̥ )

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- When my friend from school originally found my hand warmers so cool she decided to get to know me and that's why I have so many friends now lol (ᵕ—ᴗ—)

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- When me and a couple of the guys from the friend group were hanging out on the schools empty hallways, waiting for our other friends to finish class and made paper airplanes. I was failing so hard, because I never learned to make them and couldn't be in their airplane race... But then one of them came forward and took my failplane and started teaching me how to fold it correctly!!!! 

He was so nice about it ｡°(°.◜ᯅ◝°)°｡

Sadly we couldn't save my airplane but we joked with the others that we "made some modifications" and it was really funny. 

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- When I was going to the movies with my dad and sister and we stopped to buy some candy from the grocery store. I was trying to weight the candies with the scale when my sister stopped me and said "Don't.. They weight them at the check out.." 

I was like "But why can't I weight them here??"(·•᷄‎ࡇ•᷅ )

And she kinda raised her voice at me and said "because they weight them at the checkout.. you clown."

She started walking away but turned around and said "I didn't actually mean that"

(It was funnier if you were there)

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- The day me and one of the boys who's now basically my best friend, left the after-school workshop together and he waited at the train-station with me and I was telling him about my drama with my toxic friend. He thought I was crying and was like "aw Milian it's fine, I understand this is really emotional"... But I had actually swallowed DUST because I was YAPPING SO HARD and I was CHOKING!!!

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When me and my sister (Who basically lives with me because her school is close to my apartment) just got tired of opening the sofa-bed every night for her, so we have been both sleeping in my bed for the last two months.

(She takes a lot of space and her feet are in my face sometimes but it's ok)

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- When one of the guys from the group I thought didn't really consider me a friend, invited me to sit with him and the other guys and asked me if I would like to join them next month on a trip out of town omg (ㅠ﹏ㅠ)

(Also that will probably be the subject of my next blog)

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- When my friend asked me to come to their birthday party. It was such a small thing but yess omg ofc I will be there.

Turns out she and her brother live super close to where I used to live when I was like 2 years old.

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- When on the last day of school it was really beautiful outside so me and 3 of my friends went on a walk to the beach during school day (Our school is right next to a beach and where people keep their boats during the summer). The water next to the sidewalk was frozen and looked solid so I tested if I can walk on it. My friends were so worried and holding onto me. It was peak friendship experience!!?dv?

I don't think my life has ever been this great.

🌊🌊🌊🌊

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Wow, this year has gone by surprisingly fast. It's been great but I think next year will be even better than this one, when I have the summer to spend with my friends and family.

My blog wasn't successful but it's okay, I do this as a public diary kind of thing and next year I might be more invested in filming videos anyway :3

It's been snowing a little here, I'm happy we got a white Christmas but I hope the roads weren't so icy because I have Uggs and they are really not made for slippery roads..

Anyways:

I wish Merry Christmas and happy new year to anyone reading this and If you don't celebrate, just happy holidays to you and remember to spend time with the people and animals you love!